Hi my luv. Goodness what a few weeks we have had. I am so sorry I had to put my grieving for you on the back burner a bit as we lost Bev to the awful cancer which came back again. The boys needed me and I needed you! I have found some days almost impossible to get through without your strength there in the background always supporting me but I think the boys and I are getting there. The initial shock has passed and I am gradually getting back to an acceptance of sorts. I hope you were there to welcome Bev and make him feel at home..... I miss you every minute of every day but I keep you close always. xxxxxxx